Waiting on Never

I've been doing a lot of refocusing and thinking as of late. Thinking about what makes the priorities in my life well... a priority. For too many years of my life (going on 30 now!) I have only focused on what the future was going to hold for me. Stuff like: I'll be content when I have this much money, or for a long time it was once the band has a recording contract then everything will be right in my life. I never focused on now, and the time I was actually living in, or the friends, family, and fans that really matter. And then no matter how much I prayed, or schemed, or worried about the future nothing happened, because I was doing just that... nothing. I had based my priorities so far into the future that I was in the present totally standing still. Therefore there was no way those priorities could ever become reality. I was living in a dreamworld... waiting on never.